by thadmin | Dec 31, 2005 | Joy
We went out for a Night Walk out in our field not twenty minutes ago this New Year’s Eve, with friends staying over the night. It was great fun rushing about in the snow and cold with hot chocolate waiting surely in a warm kitchen at the end of it. And so it...
by thadmin | Dec 21, 2005 | Joy
Starkness from beauty. Beauty from starkness. Choose your poison. I am so often left empty when gazing on beauty. I feel so removed from it, that I crave it and reject it at the same time. I love beauty; partly because there is so little of it in the world, and partly...
by thadmin | Dec 17, 2005 | Rant
So I still haven’t recovered any hearing at all in my right ear. I had little idea how much this would affect my life and moods. I get so angry at my stupid body. I hate it really. It has always crapped out on me at so many turns in my life. I have not asked...
by thadmin | Dec 15, 2005 | Rant
Back to work this morning. While it feels like I have had enough time off from work to be reflective of the season, most of that time has been taken up with just trying not to lose the contents of my stomache and keep taking my antibiotics on time. As a result, I feel...
by thadmin | Dec 12, 2005 | La Di Da
So this has been my friend for the last 48 hours. Five visits to Emergency for ‘top-flight’ antibiotic treatments – one every 8 hours since Saturday afternoon. I thought I wasn’t getting much sleep before then (having been off work now since...
